I feel really weird right now. I have a very heightened sense of urgency right now and I don’t really know why I have it. I know there is nothing going on but my mind is racing and I can’t figure it out. It has happened before. Things just seem louder or more severe. It’s not a serious thing, but I don’t know how to handle it. It mostly happens at night. I remember a dream I had in seventh grade when I took medicine painkillers for my broken arm, and my dad had to fight a monster made of neon colored balls in a boxing ring. That’s the feeling I have right now, I think.
There is another memory I have that I can’t put my finger on. I remember, I think it is a movie, where one person is terribly frantic, and the others are very sleepy or drugged or something, and the frantic one is prodding for answers and the sleepy ones give it very slowly, almost nonchalantly, as they don’t know the severity of the situation. I can’t for the life of me remember it, but now as I write this, the feeling is fading, and it’s time for bed.
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